I'm feeling slightly sad today. I was looking at the pictures on the digital camera from this weekend. We had the boys' birthday party Saturday and BabyBoy, who turned 1 that day, had a fever that lasted for the next several days. He slept more than he was awake during those days. And on Sunday while I was relaxing in all my pregnant glory he snuggled up on the recliner next to me and fell asleep curled up just like a little bean. He looked so little again, just like when he was new. Where does the time go? Already my baby is growing so fast and another little one will be here before winter is over. This boy of mine has been walking for 4 months now and many days seems more toddler than baby. But just for a minute when I saw this picture I saw that he is still a baby in so many ways. And I'm not ready to let that go.
Not that I get much say in the matter.
Sometimes being a mom is hard even when you know it's good for them to grow up.